Bygones Will Never Be Bygones

Love is when you take away the feeling,the passion,and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care of that person.

It was a lovely night of my cousin’s birthday party.A gentle breeze was blowing through the open window.Not knowing anyone of my cousin’s guests,I stayed alone in his room browsing through some magazines.All of a sudden,a boy bursted into the room looking for my cousin.Appearently,he could see no one but me in the room.For a moment,we gazed at each other silently.He was charming.His eyes were gleaming,penetrating and vibrant.Then a blush came into my cheeks and so he went out embarrassedly.It was the first time we met each other.I had never thought that Cupid would shoot an errow into my heart secretly on that day.

Several days had past smoothly until one ordinary night turned out to be the most amazing one.I was doing my homework on the computer when a message from QQ poped up.“Hi!Do you still remember me?”the stranger asked like he knew me well.

 “Sorry,I got a bad memory.Would you please tell me who are you?”I asked.

 “Alright!I’m your cousin’s good friend and he told me your QQ number.We had met before.Just in the night of your cousin’s birthday party.Can you remember?I was the one who bursted into the room.”He talked like a friend I had already known for years.Every second of that night conjured up in my mind and I felt so surprised.

From then on,we had been friends or maybe a little more than just friends.From the anecdotes in our childhood to the blueprints for each of our future,we kept no secrets from each other.However,as he was a most agreeable fellow;he played basketball very well,along with his handsome face,many girls just liked to be with him,I never got the courage to tell him that I liked him.I was afraid that if I told him,we would no longer be friends.

If it was not a weird guy who had kept on disturbing me at the mid-night with continuous phone calls,maybe he and I would not be together.I told him that someone always phoned me at midnight and I was terrified.He smirked and said,“If I phone you at midnight instead,the guy may not reach you by phone!”Therefore,he phoned me at 11 o’clock that night.We talked so happy that we even forgot the time.Our first phone call last for more than four hours.That was so amazing!And the next night we went on.Then one night when we were talking about some funny stuff at school,he suddenly stopped and asked,“You have fallen for me,haven’t you?”I was completely at a loss and I could do nothing but remained silent.“I do have fallen for you.I wish you were my girl.”he continued,“From your silence I can tell that I was just carrying a torch for you.If so,I will pretend nothing had happened just now.”Frankly speaking,I was really excited for he saying so.“Isn’t that what I have been waiting for?Why not be brave and tell him you love him?”I kept telling myself.Then I made up my mind and said,“I love you!”I felt my heart beat violently with a blush on my face.“I love you,too.Sweetie.”he said gently.We finally be together from then on.

Those days I had spent with him tend to be the precious memory of my life.He was such a sweet person.With a look,he could touch my heart,ease my mind and bring comfort to my soul.With a little kiss,he could make my heart soar,show me his sincerity and fill my body full of happiness.We hung out together from time to time,watching films or paying visits to some special places.I could well remember that once we had a wonderful time in the Hong Kong Disneyland.It was my birthday that day and the sun shone brightly.We arrived at Hong Kong in the morning.Everything seemed to be so adorable.He took my hand tight and I felt so sweet.We rode the roller coaster;experienced the Cinderella Carrousel;made wishes at the Snow White's Grotto;paid a visit to the Sleeping Beauty Castle etc..When we were exploring in the Scary Photo Fun,he held me tight,giving me sense of security.For the time period,I thought that he was my knight,he fought against darkness and terror,taking me out of danger. Then while we were enjoying the fabulous fireworks, he whispered softly to my ears ,“I know that I am your first love,and I am sure that I will also be the only one in your life,because I don’t have the strength to go away from you anymore.I promise I will love you with all my life.”Every word sounded so clear and sincere.I kept telling myself that I had him to be with,everything seemed to be fantastic.

However,people say love begins with a smile,growns with a kiss and ends with a tear.And my love was no exception.As time went by,we seemed to be estranged from each other gradually.I was busy with my study and he was totally occupied by his work.Sometimes we might not see each other for weeks.Or even sometimes we got quarrels about those tiny things.Everytime I cried,he would stopped and hug me in his arms silently.I really felt so upset.We used to be so sweet.I didn’t want to lose him.I thought those were just utter present,everything would be fine soon.Unfortunately I was wrong.The last time I cried,he didn’t hug me.Instead,he calmly said,“Maybe it’s time to break up.I think it is good for both of us.You deserve someone better than me.”And went away.My heart went into pieces.Ironically,I cried for five hours,crouching in the corner of my room and actually we had been together for five years.

I haven’t met him since that day.My friend once told me that I would forget him someday.But the truth is that I still think of him sometimes.Yet,I am no longer love him.Once in my heart,he would still in it no matter how many years have gone by.Perhaps the best way to commemorate the lost love is to bear the past days in mind.