Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Blind

I have made a lot of mistake during my life, at before I put all my attention on study and didn’t have any time for something else. For example, to study the meaning of love and the meaning of reality, but that is the saying, not mistake can be last forever, I know it is too late for me to learn about the real meaning of love, it is better than never come.

It was very hard for me before I was 21 years old, I tried many job like labor worker, household worker, etc. When only at 2003 that I have the chance to sit in the office and start export trade, Still, my time is full of study as I was planned to go for certificate, so from 2004 to 2008 I put all my attention to study, I ignore the other world as I should, especially the skill of to judge a love.

After I read a lot of materials about psychology, I knew that he is an excellent person that make good use of people’s mind. He judged exactly and handled me well. But when one person told me that he was played with me at that time, I was very sick on mind and again, if he is in front of me, I would kill him.

There were bad guys in this world, they are smart and know how to handle girls even that I was already 23 years old at that time, I was so blank in the so-called love, so I was blind, I was glad that now I have grown up.

I want to tell all the girls in this world, love isn’t as what you think about, it isn’t pure, it is dirty. Some bad guys are try to get something out of you because you have money, social status, or your body, one thing we should learn is how to protect ourselves.

Still I got sick with my past experience.