Monday, November 09, 2009
Decision

I have been confused and messed up by love for a long time, for times of broken-hearted experience, and now I was going make the important step in my life, that is to decide to marry one guy at the end of this year, we met each other one year ago and played together a lot, I thought we have known each other quite well and wanted to make decision for the important issue of my life, that is to marry him, or else.

He is the Engineer of electrics, and he is poor, he doesn’t have any money at pocket at this moment, as he told me that he was kind of bad luck at before, that didn’t work for a good company, and that company didn’t pay salary to him. But it doesn’t matter about the money; we think that we can work hard to get money in the future, I am not quite sure but I think I will not depend on man for money matter.

Still the future is uncertain, we are going to take the wedding photo these days, as he planned to be if I said yes, sometimes I hate to think about the future, many times I got sick to guess out what others think, what others do, so now just concern about myself and my present, if I live well, stay well, eat well, I think it is enough.

Life is time, nothing special.